Big City and The Money

This is a question that I wanna ask to everyone in this town, “People, didn’t you ever feel so tired of hanging around? Try to get some money, night and day, then you used it for nothing? Just disappear like dust in the wind? Fuuuh, I feel so tired, so tired….then what im looking for actually?

Now im wondering how’s life if we just don’t need some money to make us live?

Or at least we just need a proper size of money, we collect ‘em just for a day in a couple hours, then spent it for the rest of our day? Oh God, we might be have more times to think again about our (human) purpose of life. We don’t need to feel affraid of lack of money. Because we just need it for buying some food to eat. Then we could sleep all night after take a walk to our neighborhood to listen to their story of the day…ooh, what a life it would be!!

I love my childhood life when everything was not measured by money.

I lived in a peacefull-spontaneously-life of harmony like im hearing a cozy sound of ,music in my ears then it plays immortally. Where ever I’d go, I’d no worries at all. It just because I’d never had some money in my pocket.

But how it would gonna be if we don’t have any money at this adollescence life?

Especially in this big city life? I could imagine a hard life there would be. So, where’s the problem actually lays on? the big city or the money?

Oh God please help me, I’m so affaraid of being trapped in this fake plastic life.

Please show me the lights !! Amiin..